Gabrielle. 19. I think you're beautiful.

Posting bc I need a sounding board

Life feels like I’m climbing to reach something at a 90 degree angle. School is kicking my ass and I can hardly keep up with everything I have to do plus the never ending studying for organic chem. Even my “easy classes” are being really unnecessarily difficult. I believe that this is that moment in your college major where you have to say “I came this far I’m not giving up”.
Every guy I meet is a dead end. How do people find other people who genuinely care?
I miss my family more than I thought I ever would, and my friends from southern and back home more than anything really. That sense of security is gone for me now and it’s very hard some days, and this was expected of course. But it doesn’t make it easy. I’m slowly making friends here and I know it’ll take time.
Meanwhile I gotta plan for grad school and that gives me heart palpitations.
The feelings of inadequacy are real rn.

Waking up in the morning is easier if you have someone to wake up for. (via koanilla)

Thats no way to live.


i never really liked

my name


until i found out

what it tastes like

when you write it in frosting

on top of a cake

Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here. Believe in kissing. Eve Ensler (via larmoyante)

9 words to make you really think.

This. Is. Profound.

This is something everyone should see