Life feels like I’m climbing to reach something at a 90 degree angle. School is kicking my ass and I can hardly keep up with everything I have to do plus the never ending studying for organic chem. Even my “easy classes” are being really unnecessarily difficult. I believe that this is that moment in your college major where you have to say “I came this far I’m not giving up”.
Every guy I meet is a dead end. How do people find other people who genuinely care?
I miss my family more than I thought I ever would, and my friends from southern and back home more than anything really. That sense of security is gone for me now and it’s very hard some days, and this was expected of course. But it doesn’t make it easy. I’m slowly making friends here and I know it’ll take time.
Meanwhile I gotta plan for grad school and that gives me heart palpitations.
The feelings of inadequacy are real rn.
i never really liked
until i found out
what it tastes like
when you write it in frosting
on top of a cake